Well... today we went to Phillip's viewing. It was weird. Really weird. I mean... I've only seen one other dead body. Seeing him laying there... kinda made it final... I guess? But I still... I don't know. It's weird, ya know? I don't know.

Like my dad said... you just wanna shake him and say "WAKE UP!"

I've just had such a feeling of futility lately. I think I need to rely more on the Saviour instead of my self. I mean, sure I guess I'm a fairly good guy & what-not. But Christ has suffered for all of us and HAS made it so everything unfair can be made fair.

But even so... I don't much like saying goodbye. *sigh*

Life goes on, for some of us.

R.I.P. P.D.K.