Yes CL, I know, I know.

That still doesn't help the fact that I feel the way I do.

I'm not sure what I need to do... I guess start making money? I don't know. Because I really really don't feel at all like working on any relationships. I really don't. I'm just sick of the whole darn thing. And the only one(s) who have any way of being able to kinda say "Uh, Wayne, you're retarded, people care about you," are prevented from doing that by certain circumstances, and that's fine, I understand that. And so I feel like I have to wait until then before I can say, ah, hey, that's cool, or say Um... yeah, so I was right.

*sigh*