Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Right now I'm listening to my girlfriend & her friend play some music... it's a really good song. Her friend wrote it.

Today was good... finished cleaning my room. I'm good to go. Now I need to fix my car tomorrow... get everything all hooked up & whatnot.

I wrote her a poem... no title for it yet... but here it is


A heart was broken
sad and lone,
love betrayed,
the scars were great.


Tired, giving up.

But wait!

A hope,
flickering glimmer of light.

A heart was broken,
you patched it up.
A heart was lone,
there you came.

No more betrayal,
you are loyal.
No more sadness,
you brought me joy.

My heart is healing,
I'm full of love for you.

You've healed my heart,
it now belongs to you;
and for all eternity.

I love you.


Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Well... today we went to Phillip's viewing. It was weird. Really weird. I mean... I've only seen one other dead body. Seeing him laying there... kinda made it final... I guess? But I still... I don't know. It's weird, ya know? I don't know.

Like my dad said... you just wanna shake him and say "WAKE UP!"

I've just had such a feeling of futility lately. I think I need to rely more on the Saviour instead of my self. I mean, sure I guess I'm a fairly good guy & what-not. But Christ has suffered for all of us and HAS made it so everything unfair can be made fair.

But even so... I don't much like saying goodbye. *sigh*

Life goes on, for some of us.

R.I.P. P.D.K.