Monday, May 31, 2004

Okay, way tired... just a few updates... got Fedora working on my computer, went up to Conway to hang out with the "Toadsuck Girl", as she's been dubbed by my friend. We had a good time, went to a pool party, and we watched "Mona Lisa Smile". It was pretty good... and the TMBG song "Istanbul" is in there... I WAY wasn't expecting that!

Anyways, off to bed for this dork, ttyl - W

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Okay, I just found out that J(old friend) thought all those depressed psycho posts were about her... and they're So not. You know who you are, and it IS about you this time. I'm really sorry I like... freaked you out and made you sad. I sooo didn't mean to, and it defintaly wasn't about you. I just needed to vent some. Anyway, I apologize. I really do want to be friends with you, we just kinda drifted a bit since you went to school, you never really got on as much, and appearantly you have an oooold e-mail address of mine. N gave me your e-mail address so I sent an e-mail... I hope it was the right one. Anyways... Yeah, I hope you're doing OK. Your friend - W

Monday, May 24, 2004

okay, wow... just now today made me realize something. I really really really really really can't wait to get out on my mission. I really want to leave it all. Because I'm sick and tired of everyone and everything... gah, they're so annoying (now, you acceptions know who you are. But I still want to leave you, sorry). I just can't wait to get away. I don't want to have anything to do with all this stupid crap.

I don't know... maybe I'm confused. I don't think so though. I think I really need to get away. When I came back from Utah where I was out of contact with everyone I knew, pretty much, I came back really happy. I really think it'll be a good thing to be gone for two years. I mean, of course I'll write back anyone who writes to me... but man... I think I want to be a hermit. I'm perfectly happy talking to myself... I guess.. man.

I was gone for 2 weeks... it took 2 days for "real" life to drag me back down. So, I'll be gone for 104 weeks on my mission... so it'll take about 104 days for life to drag me down after my mission... assuming it takes the same ratio. So I have about 104 days to find someone I can lean on. *siiiiiiiiiiigh*

Maybe it's me.

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Have you ever noticed sometimes people are really predictable? It's kind of sad, really. These girls go off on me... and then come back... every time. Kinda funny. Oh well.


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

I'm feeling really good today. No particular reason I know of. Monday R & J got married, tuesday they flew out to Arkansas for their Honeymoon. I think they're at our house right now, but I'm not sure. We should be leaving here (Utah) tomorrow morning, early.

Been talking to Logan a bit lately (as I've been online a bit lately). Fun stuff. I enjoy conversing with her as she tends to be somewhat intelligent. Though sometimes she does things that just aggrivate me. But what are friends for?

Haven't talked to Pammy much lately, sadly. Ah well.

I have about twenty-billion e-mails in my account waiting for me when I get back home. About 10 of those /aren't/ spam.

Anyways, I'm off to hopefully find someone to talk to, as it's boring right now


Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Just out of curiosity, why are people in general so stupid?

Today going to work, I know the people ahead of me don't know how to drive, so I go the exact speed they are, just 50-100 feet behind them. Morons pass me to go the same speed, 100 feet later. I then pass same morons as soon as we reach the freeway. Why are they stupid?

Example 2:
I show interests in girls. Girls appearantly don't really like my "accept you for you" kind of attitude. Very easy going. And blah blah blah. Weeks/months/days/etc. after I decide that I'm not gettin any great feelings from them... I read in their blog/away message/etc. that they can't find any guys/friends who are just like me. Willing to listen, someone to be there, blah blah.
Stupid girls

Stupid people in general... I suppose I shouldn't be so harsh... if you can find something POSSIBLY smart or whatever about that... please, e-mail me chevetteandsilvertoneATyahooDOTcom


Saturday, May 08, 2004

Well, I'm not sure about this one girl... I'm going to call her Xgirl. Well, I'm not sure about her, like I said. She's fun to be with, I guess... but we haven't had any type of real conversation yet. I think monday I'm going to have a DTR (Define The Relationship) with her, just find out if we're friends with benefits, or what. Don't know. Ah well. Anyways, I'm tired (as usual) so I"m off to bed, g'night - W

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Has anyone noticed the similarities between the US Homeland and Mother Russia of the communists?

Just a thought...